spicegirl813

12:20 am: ooohhhh my fucking god. i havent posted on this thing in about a year, so this is kinda weird, but here goes. THIS IS LIVEJOURNAL. IT IS NOT A CONVERSATION, IT IS NOT A BATTLEFIELD. IT IS LIVE FUCKING JOURNAL. so to karen and amanda who say they're the only ones with the balls to speak up, i want you to know that i don't think you have balls at all, i think you're cowards. if you had balls, you would have talked to sus, told her what you were feeling in a nice, civilized manner, maybe had a good conversation, and moved the fuck on. but no, instead you had humiliate her by posting entries saying that she was a bitch and used karol for the past 5 months and didn't love him how he loved her. how do you know that? are you inside her head? no! don't post things that you don't know are true, that's fucking ridiculous. you're all fucking ridiculous. karen and amanda, if you're reading this, here's what i think.

karen: anyone who thinks like that needs serious help. i'm not kidding. not only were you not a supportive friend, you actually took pleasure in someone else's pain. that is sick, twisted, and evil.

amanda: thank you for making your entry more civil and a lot less harsh than karen's. but still, posting the entry was totally unnecessary. everyone needs to stop using lj for things like this. do you realize that the entire world can see everything you posted?

to both of you: if someone wrote entries like yours right after you broke up with your boyfriend, how do you think you would feel? even if you didn't love him as much as he loved you, don't pretend like you wouldn't be crushed if someone wrote those entries about you. and don't think posting things about the cutting was ok. that was one of themost horrible things youcould have done you had NO right to post things about her health up for the entire world to see.

to sus: you are absolutely one of the most amazing, beautiful, and talented people i have ever met. honestly,you have no idea how much you mean to me. it sickens me that anyone could think that way about you because iknow that you don't deserve it at all. you're a wonderful person, friend,and girlfriend, and don't let anyone tell you otherwise. i know that you loved karol and i know that he wasnot expendable to you. you made him a very happy man for a moment in time and you shouldbe proud of yourself for that. i love you so much and you only deserve the best. remember - those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. don't worry about anyone who doesnt matter - they aren't worth your time or energy. don't bother getting upset over them because they just aren't worth it. any true friend would stand by you and support you and you have plenty of people who do. remember that we love you and always will. ok babe? i love you and i'm always here for late night i need to rant phone calls or pigout sessions. we'll have a melathersusanna sleepover and the world will be a better place :). you're amazing.

08:55 pm: hey..i know i dont update anymore, but i wanted to see everyone's responses. so please fill it in, seeing how the only reason i'm updating at all is to see what people would say.

What would you do if.....
» I committed suicide:
» I said I love you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
[1] Who are you?:
[2] Are we friends?:
[3] When and how did we meet?:
[4] How have I affected you?:
[5] What do you think of me?:
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?:
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?:
[8] Do you love me?:
[9] Have I ever hurt you?:
[10] Would you hug me?:
[11] Would you kiss me?:
[12] Would you kiss me twice?:
[13] Are we close?:
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?:
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?:
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?:
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.:
[18] Am I loveable?:
[19] How long have you known me?:
[20] Describe me in one word.:
[21] What was your first impression?:
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?:
[23] What do you think my weakness is?:
[24] Do you think I'll get married?:
[25] What about me makes you happy?:
[26] What about me makes you sad?:
[27] What reminds you of me?:
[28] What's something you would change about me?:
[29] How well do you know me?:
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?:
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?:

looveeeeee,
annie da bananie

08:38 pm: hmmm
this is weird for me...i havent updated in almost 2 months, but this looked fun so i'll try it...found it on emily's lj
anyway...25 song lyrics, you people comment and guess the title/artist, and i'll put your name under the lyrics if you get it right
here goes:

1. when the night is cloudy, there is still a light that shines on me

SUS KAVEE: Beatles - Let it Be

2. i started looking, and the bubble burst
i started looking for excuses

3. I dont want somebody to love me, just give me sex whenever i want it

SUS KAVEE: Rufus Wainrwight (sp?) - Instant Pleasure

4. I'm not the average girl from your video
my work is not determined by the price of my clothes

5. His sister pam works in a shop she never stops she's a go-getter

6. For the life of me
i can not remember
what made us think that we were wise

SUS KAVEE: Verve Pipe - Freshmen

7. back to back, belly to belly and i dont give a damn cause i'm stone dead already

8. i've looked at you with the focus i gave to my birthday candles
i've wished on the lidded blue flames under your brow
and baby i've wished for you

9. ITS INDUSTRIAL!!! WORK IT UNDERGROUND!!!

10. i was starin at the sky
just looking for a star
to pray on, or wish on,
or something like that

11. imagine me taught by tragedy
release is peace

12. For a minute there, i lost myself
i lost myself

SUS KAVEE: Radiohead - Karma Police

13. Do you remember when, you and me
mmm how we used to be
just good friends, wouldn't give me non
but all i wanted was some

14. Headlights crest the hill, shadows pass her by and out of sight

15. Squint your eyes and look closer, i'm not between you and your ambition

SUS KAVEE: Ani Difranco - 32 Flavors

16. You and your museum of lovers
the precious collection you've housed in your covers
my simpleness threatened by my own admission

17. When you look in the mirror
wish you were somebody else
just a perfect reflection
you and no one else

18. once upon a midnight dreary i walked with something in my head
i couldnt escape the memory of the phone call and what you said

SUS KAVEE: Blues Traveler - Run Around

19. my words confuse you
my eyes dont move or blink
cause its easier sometimes not to be sincere

20. if i could reach the stars,
pull one down for you
shine it on my heart
so you could see the truth

21. you'll never see the courage i know
its color's richness wont appear within your view

22. you inspire me the way you make me feel inside is amazing

23. strumming mypain with his fingers
singing my life with his words

SUS KAVEE: Roberta Flack/Fugees - Killing Me Softly

24. into the car, baby bleed the gas
fast is fast never turnin back
oh yeah, not scared of that
the past has passed and we cannot take it back

25. Her majesty's a pretty nice girl but she doesnt have a lot to say

#s 5 and 25 - for hard core fans (aka me)
and i had to add another one...just because i had to

26. Why you do the things you do
keep on acting like a fool
you need to know its me not you
and if you didn't know it girl its true

think that you should realize
try to understand why
he is a part of my life
i know its killing you inside

if someone doesnt get that i will be very angry....
enjoy

10:00 pm: wtf?

What Will Be Your Broadway Debut? by fairlith
Name
Singer or Dancer?
Age
Your Debut Date	August 18, 2011
The Musical	CATS
Co-Star	Kerry Butler
Quiz created with MemeGen!

CATS? CATS? FUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

09:27 pm: fun weekend :)
hello peoples. sorry to not update for so long. anyway, my weekend went like this:
friday:
school..bleh...improv night...w00t! brought my jillibillie along, mel brought elliot and kyle! yay! and nick...yuck. i saw my lovely sus and aleah and alexa and other awesome lvpites who i miss oh so very much. and mikey was there! MEL I AM IN LOVE WITH YOUR SISTER AND I WOULD BE VERY GLAD TO KEEP HER MIKEY IS MY FAVORITE PERSON IN THE ENTIRE WORLD!!!!!! so, after improv night mis padres drove me and jill to the coffee house where we met lara and had an awesomely fun time hanging out w/ kalyn and sam and catherine and hannah and random people and listening to bands and enchords. btw, leif rocked on his solo! and i ate yummy yummy cake (thank you happiness club). and lara took some good pics w/ lindas phone. and some interesting videos of me dancing...oh man i am cool. we then went back to my house and had a good time looking through my closet for some ridiculous old clothes...dressing up is fun...:). they left a little after midnight and then i went to sleep at about 1.

saturday:
woke up late...around noon or so. did a bit of work and then left for the lovely city of new haven where i saw my wonderful doey bird *for those of you who don't know, i call joe doey bird...long story*. met the grandparents, joe, and matteo for dinner at hot tomatoes...it was yummy. i went to urban outfitters w/ the madre - got 3 pairs of knee socks, funky beaded shoes, a pair of jeans, and a prettiful belt. i also tried on a pretty sweater but i didn't really need a sweater, and i tried on a gorgeous dress but we were in a hurry and we just decided..ehh...dont really need it. so then we went to joey's concert where she sang ghost and was amazing and i love her. concert went til about 10:15...joe had these awesome shoes on but apparantly they like killed her feet. parents had to go back to her room and get her glasses cause her contacts were bothering her but we didn't stay for all of the second concert (which was at 10:30). i talked to hannah (family friend/member of joe's a capella group) while the dukes men (other a capella group singing) were up. she had sung stars and the moon which is a really good song for her. anyway, i ate like all her peanuts, and then we left. got home around 1:00...went to bed.

today:
woke up around 9:30...got up around 10 :). did my global homework, took a shower, went to k.c. where i saw sus again!!! (and nucci). aileen wasn't there...i was sad...i like her! so anyway, when it was over, nucci was driving me back to her house where my dad picked me up, but she was also driving sus and ali home...so we listened to nucci's british accent tapes and the beatles #1 hits cd. and tried to harmonize. and failed miserably. oh well...we had fun. so...got home, did some more work...watched some of the sox game (go sox! w00t!) watched degrassi...great show :). and now i'm here. updating, cause i know you all just had to know about my amazing weekend.

so that is all...great time this weekend...still frustrated with a particular person...not gonna go into a lot of details - if i want you to know everything about this, you probably already do. but other than that...total awesomeness this weekend, rath's homework even made sense! this is amazing!!! anyway, i shall go shower and sleep now. g'night all.

xoxo
anna

06:11 pm: hmmm...
I'm a Heretic!



Which Enemy of the Christian Church Are You?

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wow this is sooooo wrong

03:18 pm: hehe lara i'm like linda :)
I am a Hippy



Which America Hating Minority Are You?

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just found this amusing...enjoy

07:21 pm: hehe thank you marcy
The Top Ten Reasons to Date a Thespian:
10. We do it with the lights on.
9. We aren't afraid to push hard and screw fast before opening night.
8. We add sound effects.
7. We do it in front of an audience.
6. Even the ugly ones have a part.
5. We make it look natural.
4. We don't mind wearing masks.
3. We love to role-play and we never break out of character.
2. We love a standing ovation.
1. The bigger the props, the better.

(stolen from marcy - thank you very much)

that is all...just found that amusing :)

xox
anna

06:13 pm: bleh
alrighty. haven't updated in a while, so i shall fill you all in.
friday: bomb day, jill came over, we hung out for a while and then babysat for some kids up the street who picked their noses and hated us.
saturday: didn't really do much...hung out then went to k.c. @ 6 and sus's mom drove us to marcy's where we had a mini-bday party for sus. (btw, happy 15th!) it was just me, marcy, jeff, sus, and mel. i got her a cool bag and some makeup. got home around midnight...went to sleep.
sunday: did some homework...ate...the usual.

now...caught up in math, stayed after w/ mr. wong cause i had some questions. very very helpful. i still need to study some but i'm feeling much more ready for this test. rath AGAIN is being an idiot and gave us the same spiral question for friday and today. i dont understand how that lady's brain works. or if it works at all for that matter. i'm basically procrastinating...i still have english and bio homework to do...just dont feel like doing it...this is why i end up staying up til midnight doing homework. btw, I AM IN LOVE W/ SENOR WARREN. he has not given us a single homework assignment the entire year. plus we finally switched seats and i am no longer sitting next to julian stern, i now sit next to taryn, which is very nice. and i'm really feeling like all that stuff about not being penalized for not going to school friday is bullshit. this didn't happen in any of my classes, but in a couple, people who were there on friday got extra credit. and in math, i sorta felt like mr. wong was like upset w/ people for not being there and missing the 4-mod day. idk if it was just me, but i sorta got that feeling when he said "well, i didn't want to spend the whole period reviewing, but you guys had so many questions"...or something like that. well i'm sorry we had some questions we didn't really learn how to do some of the stuff on the homework! (for all of you who aren't susie...i was asking most of the questions :)) its not like the people who weren't there were just like skipping school cause they felt like it, for a lot of those people, their parents didn't want them going to school when someone claimed that there was a bomb there that was gonna go off. I find it totally ridiculous that people are getting extra credit because their parents weren't scared by a bomb threat. i know that some people took advantage of it just cause they didn't wanna go to school, but a lot of those people were actually scared and they shouldn't get punished for it. so...now that i'm finished venting...i shall go finish my homework. adios amigos!
xox
anna

08:02 pm: aloha
hey - sorry i havent updated in so long...been kinda busy. so, joe came home over the weekend!!!!! i miss her sooooo much but it was awesome having her here. 17 college kids in the house gets a little crazy...but there was lots of food and music so i didnt mind. anyway, i've been kinda sick...i slept through activity period wednesday, sorry cfk people. i just needed some sleep and i cant sleep in and miss math, because then i'll fail, so wednesdays are the only time i can get some extra sleeeepp. anyway, tuesday i didnt go to dance, and i didnt call...so they probably hate me now...oh well. i came home and just went to sleep because i was sooooooo tired. wednesdays i finished my homework before lvp so i wouldnt have to stay up too late, but i had to go to lvp an hour late. our show is so much fun...we get to scare people...w00t.

and then i had hip hop today...i look like such a spaz I AM NOT GHETTO!!! i can accept this fact. but when i have to try to be ghetto, i look like a spaz! i liked the wild wild west dance...i was good at that. what happened to 7th grade?? :(. like i can do all the moves, i just look so stupid. its ok though, me and lara are spazzes together - its fun. all we do every class is make fun of the dance...hope jackie hasnt noticed...oh well.

anyway, lifes ok...i'm excited for halloween :)!!! dont wanna totally publish all my life on the internet, but i'm getting frustrated with a couple of people...some people are annoying me...others are being kinda bitchy...blehhh thats life.

SO EXCITED FOR ACTING!!! ME AND SAM ARE DOING HOT LUNCH!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IT IS SOOOOOO AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it makes me miss my alice chickies though :(. today we didn't really rehearse...just sang songs from alice and did the poems. i am woman, a d- a plant. (nice one marcy):). and play nice....that was my favorite scene EVER. me and sam decided that the alice cast should go on the road with it.

oh and in gym, we split into guys and girls...girls in one gym, guys in another. anyway, my team was undefeated!!! w00t w00t!

this is totally random, but i miss the summer so much, especially costa rica. i know i must annoy people because i talk about it all the time, but i have so many stories about it and i had such an amazing time and i miss everyone so much. that was seriously the best time of my life and i'm so sad that i don't get to see anyone. i mean i visited jackie and we had an awesome time, but i wish i could see like daniela and mallory and audrey. sucks that they live so far away :(. but i havent even seen anyone in new york, which depresses me because i miss it so much. and its so sad to think that i almost definitely will never see ronald or kenneth or dinia again unless i somehow get to go down to costa rica to visit them. its not only the people though, its such a beautiful country and i just had so much fun and miss everyone so much. what really depresses me is that like the 14 of us will probably never all be together again. we might have reunions and such, but not everyone will be able to go :(. and even the people who annoyed me sometimes, it wouldn't be the same without them. i miss the crazy things ben would say..and his "you know what would suck..." lines. and i miss amir's fro and glasses...those were HOT. and that "haunted room" with the scary rapist (a.k.a. mallory and audrey) with gayle's alien baby and when ben broke the bed...aaahhh i have to stop i'm getting too sad. oh well. i guess i just miss being there with everyone and its really sad that i never will be in costa rica with that same group ever again. :(.

anyway, sorry this entry was so long and random and probably boring...i havent updated in nearly a week and i had lots to say. i have to go finish up my global homework, (btw, i HATE rath...ughhh).
xox
anna

11:09 am: yay :)
so...last night jill came over. oodles of fun :). we made up...uhhh...interesting songs, abused each other with koosh balls, ate, good times. i had to give up my room to the mixed co peoples, so i slept in sammy's room...but i think i got her sick cause my throat was hurting yesterday and now i'm coughing and her throat hurts...woopsie. so...i did like half my math homework...sang i will survive/summer nights kareoke w/ mixed co, and then they started actually practicing. they're so good...they sang last night for me, sammy, mom, dad, and danny ruzow...it was fun...they were awesome :). not much going on right now...they're learning the background for stars and then moon...i'm listening to them...and updating...my throat hurts :(. but other than that - awesome night last night, good day so far. i'll update sometime later or tomorrow because i know you all just cant live w/o knowing every detail of my life :).
xox
anna

04:07 pm: so...i've got a livejournal!! today sucked - i didn't do as well as i hoped on my math test, then lucky me had 6 mod bio, and then rath...yuckkkyyy. but gym was fun...tribou asked laura what she was smoking, we were let out 20 minutes early, fun times. and we had to do pushups cause danny pushed dennis poggi into the door, which opened, and poggi fell. but danny didn't have to do pushups, he just had to stand there and tell us he was sorry while tribou decided to be a drill sargent. fuuunnn. then i called sammy 5 times before realizing she had left early cause she had wxy off, hung out w/ mel, melissa, alanna, leif, and heather for a while...then went home. joe's coming home tonight!!!! yayyyyyyyyyyy i'm soooo excited. i miss her so much :(. so...other than that exciting news nothing really's going on...my throats been hurting like a bitch all day - youchers. ooo we're reading secret lives of bees in english!! i love that book - thank god we're reading a good one cause i was about to KILL myself while reading lord of the flies. and we are FINALLY switching seats...i'm sick of scott asking to slide my phone every three seconds. so...thats it for now. comment and make me feel special :)!
xo
anna